*GIRL*.... I couldn't make this up if I tried.

Unsure where you land on the subject, but this show has kinda taken a shape of it's own. While some like to refer to it as a cult (aka: me, LOL), I have genuinely been changed by a show about two gay hockey players.

I’ve been taking this time to unpack shame in a very personal, “where does this still live in me?” kind of way. And what’s been surprising is how subtle it can be.

It doesn’t always show up as something loud or obvious, like physical desire. For me, it’s been in the hesitation in moments…. second-guessing my quiet instinct to explain myself before anyone even asks.

Spending time with queer media has shifted something for me in that process. There’s a contrast I don’t think I fully understood until now.

Because of this, it's inspired me to host a new series of "Conscious Conversations". At my core, community is my jam... and I truly love bringing people together.

We met for our first gathering on Easter, and we shared everything from book recommendations to indie perfume companies! We talked about what brings us joy and where we need accountability... so it got me thinking.

I'll pick some topics and bring people together to talk about 'em. I want to continue to create spaces for curiosity, honesty, and perspective. (If I could do anything for the rest of my life... it would be this.)

So with that, I decided to host a virtual "Conscious Conversation" about 'Heated Rivalry' next Saturday :) I want to have a real conversation about what this series has brought up for individuals at their core: shame, desire, identity, and the parts of you you didn’t expect to feel.

I am SO excited to meet some fellow loons! Come dressed in your fav Hollanov gear with a Ginger Ale or Coke! ;)

*Spots are limited to keep this event intimate & impactful!